Lingering Feelings
It's funny how you think you're past something, and one conversation pulls you right back in. How you think you've got all your emotions squared away, your heart in check, and one brush brings it all back into chaos. It's funny when you thought all those feelings were packed away, but it suddenly becomes clear that it's all still there every time I talk to hEr or see hEr screenname online. Can't help it.
4 comments:
I'm sure you counted but for your benefit: 23. How you think 23 posts means you're past something is beyond me but I'm happy that it's not more than just reminiscing at least. I think whatever happens, it needs to happen.
Actually, it was more than 23 -- it was more like 29, but I cut some of the more peripheral ones out. Consider these as sort of a Top 23 Countdown. And what are you doing counting links, anyhow?
And in my defense, it has been over three weeks since my last post about hEr. Ha, so there. (Though, that doesn't really seem like a win for me, does it.)
are you talking about who I think you're talking about? and you said you were over her. It's ok, it's been 4 years and i'm still coping. and I don't know how much longer it will take.
No, it's not who you think it is; I'm already over Her. It's something stronger: it's hEr.
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