Rhythmless

Sometimes, things require creative release. Here's mine.

you know, it's not what i wanted
and at nights i still feel haunted
by the blind fact that
i can't turn time back
to take away your sadness
that fueled our madness
and let us forget what we had when we had it

all over our minds and hearts, it was littered
and now i can understand that you are bitter
about how things turned out -- like allure, we're all cried out
all emotions burned out, all solutions tried out
and still no resolution
from this confusion
just another blog entry in ex-mindless musings.

perhaps you misunderstood the situation
and the predicament that we're facing
i know how you think it happened, but in the end
if i were still with you, her and i would just be friends

but i think we're forgetting all the happiness
we had it, but that was back in the past, i guess
there were a lot of really good times I miss
sometimes i spend a lot of time missing them
wishing you and i could resolve our differences

this is not a happy place for me to be
and i know that it's really unfair to she
for such emotions to still exist in me
but it's something i need to fix so very quickly
before it drives me up the wall and turns me psycho
first the fingers through the body, then the mind goes
and hearing the latest news, now you know that i know

i don't want to give up, because what won't die is my hope