It's a good thing feeling like I have the best and most I've ever had. It's nice to view today as the best time in my life; I believe it to be a healthy attitude. It's the kind of positive outlook on life that I should continue to strive for. And yet, the irony is, the harder I try to hang on to this life, the more I threaten to suffocate it. It needs to be cradled like a delicate bird, without allowing myself to be complacent.