Not New, but Maybe New to You (III)

Been in a bit of a depressing mood lately, particularly without a clear direction on where I'll be living next month, let alone next year. So here's something to bring you all down with me. Happy Monday.

I fully believe that one day, I'll spring up that killer business idea that could make me rich and comfortable for the rest of my days. I'm also pretty sure that it will be too late by then.

Sometimes I wonder if I'll die alone.

I find South African English (female) accents super-sexy. I don't know why, but I don't care to analyze it either.

I feel fat, but the clothes I wear seem to hide it pretty well. Deep down, I know I'll never rid myself of these love handles.

I have no idea where my career will take me. Or if it will suddenly stop, and I'll have to take post at McDonald's. If they'll take me.

I tend to avoid going to bed until my eyes will barely hold open and I'm starting to nod off.

I once (very recently) dreamt that all through the day, while peeing in the toilet, I just couldn't aim properly and it was getting all over the rim, and I spent a lot of time cleaning it up. And it was a vivid yellow.

6 comments:

Rose said...

awwwww, Benben! Did you feel that? Didcha? It was a big *HUGZ* from Vancouver... =D We love you!!

Rich and Angel said...

Nothing wrong with working for McDonald's....if you're the CEO some day.

Went through all the same things you did. Then woke up in HK.

Mike said...

You know what?? I used to not go to sleep until my eyes refused to stay open... just wait until you get married man.. it's all over after..

and the company idea.. we really should talk.. :)

Anonymous said...

First of all, You are not homelss and you won't be!

Business idea - please get rich quick and share some with me~

Die alone? What made you think you can outlive me?

South Afrian accents... no wonder you want me to learn...

"I feel fat"--> You sound like a woman!

Career thing - don't worry, you are not alone.

Lastly, you forgot to clean my toilet!

-MH

hougee said...

it's never too late for killer business ideas.. most people get rich when they are older neways

"!beli" doesn't exactly sound sexy! :P

i know for sure that i'm fatter than u!

i was a McD reject ;(

cheer up dude! time to buy that macbook pro to keep your mind off depressing things! :)

Kevin said...

Look, if you feel fat because I keep nudging you with comments, I'll stop.

As for falling asleep, it's a good thing your eyes start to close on their own at any hour. :)